The words coming out of your mouth... they don't match. It's like watching your favorite show, but it's lagging. The words don't correspond to the words that you hear and you're left feeling stunned and just so confused, all the while waving your hands in the air because the words you're hearing have just spoiled [...]
I have found you not out of necessity, but out of a wishful and a forgotten desire for someone like you in my life. I prayed for someone like you to appear at harvard every day. God never gave me you when I NEEDED you but gifted you to me when He knew I would [...]
Apology accepted. Nothing changed. I sat there, paralyzed and struck with a sinking feeling, as I realized that it never had the power to change anything in the first place. I had put my hope in a false vessel and now it was cracking at the base. Desperately scooping up water with my hands, only [...]
I've guarded my heart for 18 years. 18 years I treaded with caution and kept a shield close to my chest, ready to deflect at any moment. But now I'm terrified that when I'm ready to be vulnerable, to let that shield drop to the floor, my history will come to bite me in the [...]
If there is no one to share your happiness with, can you still sustain your happiness? I'm just very curious. I think happiness is contagious, but so is misery. Misery loves company. If that is all the company there is, are we all bound to be miserable?
I will handle it because I am strong enough to. Rolling around on the floor and screaming about my problems might make me feel temporarily better, but it will do nothing to truly solve the issue. I have felt guilt, hurt, and shame this past week for things that should be beautiful and exciting. I [...]
Writer's block. I have writer's block. Command + a, delete. "I haven't been writing lately becauseeeeeee" ... Command + a, delete. Repeat. Delete. Defeat. I don't post anymore because I don't think I have anything more to write. A lot of my writing inspiration came from an abundance of angst that was building up within [...]