To no fault of our own — We grew up. We woke up to what was supposed to be another day blinded by the sun. The shells were never supposed to fall from our eyes to expose the reality that had conveniently hidden itself from us the entire time.
Destiny, fate, love at first sight… it was all bullshit* Everyone applauded us, praised us, for being the perfect pair, the partner they always dreamed of having but were never blessed with. We did everything for each other - or at least that’s what everyone thought. We created the perfect facade, devoid of mistakes and [...]
I don’t mean to say this to disillusion you from the fabricated reality you’ve sewn carefully into your life. I say this to unravel a piece of it in an effort to bring us closer to the truth that we have too easily built over. What a tragic moment when we are awoken and are [...]
They became all you knew. For that part of your life, you knew nothing else... no one else. You built this grand illusion - a life you could have, a life you always wanted to have, and it had seemed so possible, as though God had finally granted you the chance. With some force of [...]
… Type. Type again. Delete. Pause. Type some more. Pause. Delet- no. Type it again. Sigh. Type one more time. Give up. Tragic.
All I ask for at the end of the day is you. There's a joy that fills my heart when I have the privilege and the honor of seeing you, your smile. Hearing your laugh makes me swell with an incredible amount of pride for God, who imagined that sound from nothing and gifted it [...]
The truth spills out... undeniable, unashamed, uncensored. Again and again I thought I'd be able to keep it to myself, let myself simmer in those thoughts with no one else to stir them for or with me. But there's something about it. Staring someone in the face and telling them you're okay when you're really [...]